by, 04-10-2011 at 06:48 PM
I am having a difficult time dealing with this entire attic debacle. My neighbor says, that I should stop beating myself up over this. However, it's always on my mind, and I don't know how to shut off my brain. I don't have a clue what to do to make it right. Not sure money would fix it that easily, even if I had the money.
The hardest time of the day is when I am laying in bed at night. I go to sleep thinking about it, and I wake up, and it's still there, hovering over me like a bad storm cloud.