Sometimes I wonder
by, 10-17-2008 at 09:01 PM
what I'm supposed to be doing with my life.
The I take a deep breath and realize that I'm doing exactly what I should be doing. Living.
I'm settling back into my semblance of normality after being severely depressed these past few months. I'm very thankful for my friends that helped me through it all. I am also very thankful to the ex for showing me exactly what I DIDN'T need. Live and learn yet again.
Though I don't think I'm about ready to do this love this all over again. Hells no.
If that makes me scared of life, then so be it... but I'll not be offering myself, heart body and soul, up anytime soon. Most certainly not.