don't wanna eat
don't wanna work
don't wanna play
don't wanna shop
don't wanna sleep
I'm finding myself feeling adrift, and not really minding. I don't wanna do anything that requires any effort on my part. I just want to float and let the current carry me where it may.
I am going to start up a blog in which I can post some of the most interesting things that happened during my dad and will keep it updated as much as possible.
Lets start with yesterday.
Monday's are truck days at my work. So that means my schedule changes a lot on Monday's. Some times I come in early, sometimes I come in later.
I had to be at work by 12am. But I wanted to stop by the post office before hand. I live 20 minutes away from town so that
I wish my friends really knew how awesome they are.
I don't need anything else this year, thanks.
I see it coming. I'm pulling away from my friends and family and pretty much anyone who could help pull me out of this. Pulling myself away while I push them away at the same time. As a result, I feel farther and farther apart by the day. Went out to dinner Saturday with dear friends. For some reason I couldn't wait to get out of there, it was almost unbearable. Everybody was happy and talking and I felt so isolated. :( I hate this. Sooner or later people will get sick of being around someone who
Why am I afraid of everything? I find fear so paralyzing that it actually keeps me from trying stuff I might enjoy. Cause what if I fall? What if I get hurt? What if?
Gah, I am a basket case. Big time.
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