This morning, I had one of the most difficult conversations with someone that Ive ever had. Well, with someone who wasnt in my family.
I said a lot of things that hurt this other person, but Im tired of being controlled and hurt. And they needed to know that.
Im not a bad person and Im worth knowing and being with. Im tired of being treated like Im not.
Tomorrow begins our families annual week at the beach at Carpinteria.
Laying out from moring until late afternoon.
Swimming if it's not TOO cold.
Card games on the beach.
Lots of cocktails.
Guy watching (which has sucked the past few years, unless you're into overweight Euro-Trash in weenie bikinis).
Aloe vera applications.
Being with family and friends.
Dark Knight (Heath Ledger, Aaron Eckhart, & Christian Bale put on Marvelous performances!!!)
Sweeney Todd (Movie)
Sweeney Todd (Televised Broadway Musical with Angela Lansbury)
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
An American Haunting (I don't like the modern days scenes in the movie, just the parts of the movie that tell the story of the Bell Family in Tennessee)
The Great Mouse Detective (Vincent Price is AWSOME)
...this stupid t-shirt. Just kidding! (We did threaten to buy those for everyone else though! )
Instead, I got a sprained ankle and my husband got bronchitis!
I slipped down a step and while my right leg shot out from underneath me, the left one got caught below and I landed hard on my ankle. Hard. But you know how grownups are when they fall down (read: embarrassed) and the fact that I was with a whole group of people that I didn't really know, I quickly checked
"And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid, like "i love you.."
It runs through my head.. over and over and over again..
I just don't want to feel like I'm ruining anything. I just don't want to feel like I'm rushing anything. It's too much to ponder... so ideally.. I shouldn't..
And I won't..
But why does it never leave my mind??
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