So I'm not sure how it happened, or why, but it looks like today I have lost a valued friend. True, it was just a work buddy, somebody to take breaks with and joke around with during the day, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. :( There was no argument or fight or anything like that, something just changed dramatically. So while I know there's nobody at fault and nobody to blame, I can't help but feel pretty sad about it.
I'm going to sound selfish for a bit. I hate that. So many people are worried for the safety of their family and homes, my issues should be on the back burner why I offer love and support. I do care, for all of you impacted, I care and I'm here to do what I can. Once again, I'm struggling. I'm horribly disappointed with myself. I'm still sick but getting better. But I've go no motivation to try and fix my health. I don't beleive I can do it, so I'm not ...
These winds are killing me. My head aches. My nose will not stop running, which is making me hack. My eyes water. My nose also bleeds. My facial labia are dry and scaly. My whole body feels like it's a big dandruff ball. All these things are making me cranky. I wish the Baby Jesus and Tom Cruise would make it stop being windy and nasty. Let's all pray together shall we?
I am sooooooooo ready for the weekend. Work this week sucked hard and I just need sometime to focus on me. Apparently the kids don't listen to me and my boss doesn't think I can be alone with the kids. And my first response when she said this was "I talk to the kids like I want people to talk to me. I don't threaten them." Basically the director and the other teacher there are really big on threatening the kids (example: if you don't lay down I am going to take-insert security blanket, ...
We have to do this big presentation in my class. Mine is Tuesday. I was working by myself and then someone came into class the second week and got assigned to be my partner. I don't want a partner! Okay, so then I have this lady, and she is all high-strung and teaching full time and getting her credential and taking 3 classes. She's a nightmare, honestly! So we've been talking about the project and now we're down to the last few days, right? On Tuesday ...
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