Stir Crazy

Well, I am going stir crazy.....pretty much. The lack of employment is driving me insane...not sure what to do about that. Luckily, we have a pillow of money to sit on for awhile until that day arrives - but pillows eventually lose their 'fluff' you know?

I guess what I feel is this abundance of energy and 'no productivity'.....like a pin-ball that is bouncing all over the place, you know?

I've sent my resume all over....no 'bites' though. Not sure why people don't like what they see. I'm not trying to get back into the Mortgage Industry, and am well aware that I'll more than likely make less than I once did, I'm 'aware' of that. I'd like to make more, but will deal with being the 'low man on the totem pole' and work my way up.

I feel like cancer is in remission, that I have this intense desire to 'live' again - and feel so fortunate to be here...that I just can't wait to rejoin society, in that manner.

Anyway....just my thoughts.....