So theres what? 3 weeks left this year?
In the last...3 weeks, Ive:
Broken up with my boyfriend.
Gotten a new job.
Applied for an apartment.
Enlisted the help of my aunt to get said apartment.

For those who really know me, they know that this is all very very good.
So why do I feel like something is still missing from my life?

Its been a while.
So much has changed. I have a job that keeps me fairly busy. My laptop is basically useless. Kids are home more. And when they arent home, Im rarely there.
Things are getting better, but a lot is still rough.
Sometimes it seems like no matter what I do, there is always someone disappointed in me.
Cant please everyone......

I wish I could just be a little kid again. Not have any worries in the world other than who I was going to play with today. Where did my barbies pink high heels go. Will my mom be able to put my My Little Pony's tail back in because it came out when I was brushing it.
Never having to worry about bills. Money. Stressing over finding a job. Dealing with dating. Backstabbing friends.
Life seemed so much easier.

Things will get better. They will they will they will.

Last night I felt like I was 16 again.
I was at the guys house watching TV when he asked if I wanted to run to Blockbuster real quick with him to return the movie. A quick errand and he'd be back in less than 5 minutes, but I said sure.
The drive to Blockbuster turned into going to the gas station and then him deciding he needed to take me somewhere.
In his words "this is kind of high school".
We wound up at the top of a hill out here overlooking the town. It...