http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/ MiceChat is a Disney theme parks news blog, and discussion forum. We love Disney, so visit MiceChat to see the latest Disney park information and news! en Sun, 22 Nov 2009 11:59:57 GMT vBulletin 60 http://micechat.com/forums/images/mc3/misc/rss.jpg http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/ http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/723-fools-like-me.html Sat, 20 Sep 2008 07:46:51 GMT Nevermind. I'm not a fool after all. ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/723-fools-like-me.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/707-lightbulb.html Wed, 17 Sep 2008 08:49:55 GMT Over the past year, I thought I had it pretty good. Turns out, I glossed over the rough parts and only saw the good things. Things actually weren't that great.

A lightbulb went on today as I was driving out to meet the glorious SunnyG for lunch.

I am happy.

I have the best friends anyone could ask for. Friends that have been been so spectacular to me over the past week in all my turmoil. Friends that love me even though I have my faults. That made me feel important when I felt unworthy.

To my friends and family - thank you for helping me see that the issues I was dealing with last week are not my issues. And thank you for pulling me out of my lowest low to see that my life can be so much better than it has been.

Love you guys.

And to the DMCA girls (and my mom) who will understand the reference - it's really fun being yummy. ;) ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/707-lightbulb.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/671-counting-blessings.html Wed, 03 Sep 2008 06:29:42 GMT I have a very good friend that lives in India who reminded me tonight to count my blessings. Originally one of my sales clients when he lived in... I have a very good friend that lives in India who reminded me tonight to count my blessings.

Originally one of my sales clients when he lived in New York, he and I have been friends for over a decade. We have a funny relationship - certainly not conventional - but it works and we trust each other completely.

About an hour ago, my phone rang. He was calling from New York. He had come to town for his sister's funeral. His sister was killed in a car wreck last week. Four years ago, on the same highway in New York, his mother was also killed in an freak auto accident.

After getting over the initial shock of why he called tonight, he asked me why I hadn't been answering my phone lately. My problems pale in comparison to a death in the family and I felt silly for withdrawing. My friend has been through a horrible trauma this week and still was concerned about me and offered to work with me through my issues. He said it helped him to feel better. And he helped me too, more than he knows.

So even though he will probably never read this, thank you to my dear friend for showing me what is important. ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/671-counting-blessings.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/312-baseball-back.html Fri, 28 Mar 2008 06:49:06 GMT One of my favorite days of the year is my first trip back to Angel Stadium in the Spring. As a season ticket holder, Angel Stadium is pretty much... One of my favorite days of the year is my first trip back to Angel Stadium in the Spring.

As a season ticket holder, Angel Stadium is pretty much my Summer home. Seeing the fans that sit in my area, as well as the staff is like returning home after a long vacation.

Today was that day. And it was wonderful.

Driving into the stadium with my friend, the parking attendant greeted us with a "Go Halos!" and I felt absolutely giddy. In through the Left Field entrance we went, stopping at the base of the escalator to say hi to Mario, one of the ushers. My favorite staff member, Jim wasn't at his post yet, so up one level we went.

At the top of the escalator were two more ushers that I adore, Lyle and Sandy. After greeting them a big hug and catching up for a few minutes, we headed over to our seats in the Terrace out near the left field foul pole. There we met our new usher for the year named Juan. I can tell already we're going to have a fun season.

Our friends started showing up! First Jen and Mayra, a couple of girls we know that sit down on the Field Level stopped by to catch up. Next were Luanne and Mike, our seatmates and Janet, who sits out in the outfield but was able to sit with us tonight.

Next our neighbors showed up. Big hugs again from the grandmother, and her two granchildren have gotten so big since the Fall! The older is even out of his stroller now and can sit in the regular seat without assistance.

Looking down onto the field my heart swelled with pride. There are my boys warming up for the game. The Angels. The usual faces were there - Vlad, GA, Figgy, Howie and Kotchman. We all strained to find the newest Angel, Torii Hunter, and there he was.

Our new pitcher, John Garland started tonight. He did a great job. Some of our younger pitchers were obviously having some stage fright, playing in front of nearly 40,000 people for the first time.

Vlad hit a beautiful homerun.

Still technically a Spring Training game, it was called at 10 innings a tie.

On our way down the escalator, I spotted Jim, my favorite usher. He's the fatherly type that always makes sure you're behaving and says, "Good night, babe" on your way out of the ballpark. I waited through the rush of people to run over and give him a great big hug. And Mario was there so I hugged him too.

Now I'm home ... resting my voice after all of that yelling.

It's so nice to be back at the stadium. ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/312-baseball-back.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/288-good-news.html Wed, 12 Mar 2008 20:55:39 GMT After spending over $300 at the vet yesterday, Eddie's blood test came back clean. He needs more medication, but the doctor thinks he'll gain weight once everything is regulated. And he's eating again.

So my kitty gets a reprieve. I am so happy. He's getting lots of love today! ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/288-good-news.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/283-eddie.html Mon, 10 Mar 2008 05:02:11 GMT He's been so much more than just my pet cat.

For over 12 years he's been my friend. Someone who knows what to do when I had a bad day. Someone who I just have to look at to make me smile. Listening to him purr can calm me even when I'm at my most upset. His soft fur is so familiar touching it is like being home. He's stuck by me through some incredible highs and lows. I have no children of my own and he's my baby.

I think I'm going to lose him soon and the thought of it rips my heart in two. He has a tumor on his thyroid and it seems to be getting worse. He has gotten so thin. You can feel his bones when you pet him. He seems listless ... and he's stopped eating a lot because he can't seem to keep anything down.

I need to take him to the vet on Tuesday and I am so afraid because I know the news can't be good and I'm not ready for him to go. I love him so much the thought of not having here is devastating.

I know not everyone is a cat person ... or even a pet person ... so I don't expect everyone to understand. But for those you who do, thank you. ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/283-eddie.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/79-good-morning-baltimore.html Sun, 28 Oct 2007 02:52:46 GMT So today on a whim, I went to the matinee performance of Hairspray on Broadway. Loved it!!!!!! So today on a whim, I went to the matinee performance of Hairspray on Broadway.

Loved it!!!!!! ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/79-good-morning-baltimore.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/78-friday-night-manhattan.html Sat, 27 Oct 2007 00:44:52 GMT So I'm here in Manhattan in my little apartment on West 90th Street. It's Friday night, cool and rainy, and I'm enjoying a quiet night in. It's nice after working so hard this week.

Walked home 18 blocks in the rain tonight, but I didn't mind. I had my umbrella so it wasn't too bad. I do need rainprooof shoes though! Tomorrow is the first day I have to explore the city. Not sure what I'm going to do yet, but I'm close to Central Park, so I'll be checking that out.

I'm having a nice time, but it does get a little lonely. My co-workers are great, but it gets quiet at night. I'm missing my family, my friends, my pets, and him. I guess it's more tough since it's Friday and we should be watching a movie, snuggled on my couch.

I'm ready for some adventures this weekend. I'll keep you posted! ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/78-friday-night-manhattan.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/62-new-york-state-mind.html Thu, 18 Oct 2007 22:48:31 GMT So my job is sending me to New York for a month.

I can't believe it's happened so fast and that I'm leaving Sunday. In many ways I don't feel ready. I have so much to do. But on the other hand, I'm very excited for the adverture that awaits.

Having worked from home for the past few years, I'm excited to spend some time in an actual office ... taking the subway to work has to be better than the 405 freeway, right?

My weekends will be free and I simply can't wait to explore the city. I'm gonna miss everyone though!

Will keep you posted! ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/62-new-york-state-mind.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/59-feeling-alone.html Wed, 17 Oct 2007 06:22:05 GMT Ugh.

I'm overthinking again.

The rational side of me knows I have lots of friends and people who love me. The irrational side (which tends to take over sometimes) is not feeling that way at the moment. I feel pretty lonely.

I feel like my relationships are going nowhere.

I'm also mad at myself for not being brave enough to talk about tough subjects with someone I really care about. How do you find the words and say how you feel when there's a chance your heart will be smashed against the wall? ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/59-feeling-alone.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/21-first-post-my-new-micespace.html Thu, 04 Oct 2007 07:13:24 GMT So I think the fact that the old MiceSpaces are gone is a sign for a fresh start. Lots going on in my busy little world. Stress and insecurities... So I think the fact that the old MiceSpaces are gone is a sign for a fresh start.

Lots going on in my busy little world. Stress and insecurities that I'm trying my best to overcome. Realizing that no matter how hard I try I'm never going to make everyone happy so I should try and concentrate on myself and hopefully the rest will fall into place. Trying to be a good friend ... and trying not place voodoo hexes on those that do them wrong. :evil:

Big weekend at the park. So many friends coming to town I can hardly stand it ... plus the chance to spend time with some of the local gang. I can't wait!

It's interesting how this website has brought people together. I :love: MC. ]]> IndianaJenn http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/indianajenn/21-first-post-my-new-micespace.html