“When I think back to all the crap I learned in high school..."

It's been 20 years. Man that's hard to believe. Feels like yesterday.

Being a military brat, we do reunions a bit different. See I graduated in Seoul Korea. So it's kinda hard to get back for a reunion. So we pick a stateside location and meet up.

But somethings changed. I guess it's me. It seems nobody in my class grew up. Yeah, there are some that settled down and had families, but most seem to be single and constantly partying.

Did I miss something? Is that really something to aspire to nowadays?
I mean I don't think anyone should settle before they are ready, but come on, have a goal other than getting drunk on Friday night!

I don't know. There is going to be a multi year reunion next summer, but I don't think I'll go. None of my friends ever show up.
Sure, I "know" almost everyone who attends, but none of them were ever really the friends I hung out with.

I did manage to find some of them on myspace, but I guess I am afraid of contacting them.

I'm not interested in competing for who turned out best, who is richest, who still has their hair, who got fat (ok, well I've always been fat, I just got fatter ).

As much as I'd love to sit and catch up with some of them, I guess I'm to scared it will ruin the memories of the way we were.

Sorry guys (and gals), call me chicken. I just love you too much. Maybe someday.