Standing still
Posted 09-13-2008 at 11:39 PM by Light Mouse
This is what I wrote on my bio page for an online class I'm taking.
[QUOTE][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif][SIZE=2]I have a full time job, I buy and resell various collectibles, and am a full time student with a social life. Somehow that still isn't enough. Everything, everywhere, everyone always wants more more more. I'm working on pushing my limits and finding out what's out there in those outer rings of sanity. Have you ever been there? Were there magical leoplurodons? [/SIZE][/FONT][/QUOTE]
With that said, I feel like I'm not doing enough still. I stood at the bottom of the stairs for a minute to think of what I've done since I got home from work. I've taken a nap, surfed the net, talked to people, typed up notes, checked personal and class emails, did the dishes, made dinner for myself, made cookie dough, cleaned my room, checked on my checking and savings, read the news, laundry, and cleaned out my car. So I'm wondering to myself, what do I do now? Although I do like to relax shortly once in a while, I like to keep on going and pushing through it like I'm superman. I even wanted to stay at work longer today just to extend my fun little workout, but I had things I needed to do.
I guess it might be from my youth. I've talked with my manager and she was the same way when she was younger. She couldn't just spend the night at home and rest, she had to be out doing something. Now she tries to rest as much as she can because life calls back to her.
I could read a book but I fidget if I sit for too long. Don't even try taking me to a movie, I'll fidget and stretch and everything the entire time. I need to be actively doing something, when I get enough sleep I have energy overloads. So what can I do?
[QUOTE][FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif][SIZE=2]I have a full time job, I buy and resell various collectibles, and am a full time student with a social life. Somehow that still isn't enough. Everything, everywhere, everyone always wants more more more. I'm working on pushing my limits and finding out what's out there in those outer rings of sanity. Have you ever been there? Were there magical leoplurodons? [/SIZE][/FONT][/QUOTE]
With that said, I feel like I'm not doing enough still. I stood at the bottom of the stairs for a minute to think of what I've done since I got home from work. I've taken a nap, surfed the net, talked to people, typed up notes, checked personal and class emails, did the dishes, made dinner for myself, made cookie dough, cleaned my room, checked on my checking and savings, read the news, laundry, and cleaned out my car. So I'm wondering to myself, what do I do now? Although I do like to relax shortly once in a while, I like to keep on going and pushing through it like I'm superman. I even wanted to stay at work longer today just to extend my fun little workout, but I had things I needed to do.
I guess it might be from my youth. I've talked with my manager and she was the same way when she was younger. She couldn't just spend the night at home and rest, she had to be out doing something. Now she tries to rest as much as she can because life calls back to her.
I could read a book but I fidget if I sit for too long. Don't even try taking me to a movie, I'll fidget and stretch and everything the entire time. I need to be actively doing something, when I get enough sleep I have energy overloads. So what can I do?
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Posted 09-15-2008 at 04:30 AM by sunnygirl
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Posted 09-15-2008 at 04:51 PM by Light Mouse









