Well, I am safe for now. How long this means is still in the air. What I am doing, who I work for, what department, where, its all up in the air. Most of my team is gone. This sucks becuase it means as of now all the burden falls on me. Its going to be tough. I am hoping to do this and look for another job in the meantime. Tough I can deal with. Being unemployed I cannot.

Thanks for all the well wishes. It worked!!!!

My first blog entry, and it is not a happy day. Things are bad at work. Today we find out who will stay and who will be laid off. Its pins and needles all day, and this sucks. I hardly slept last night. I don't want to be unemployed. I can't be unemployed! Financially and emotionally. I have worked since I was young and the thought of not working now scares me. I am freaking out and trying to keep it form my loved ones. I don't want to worry them. I just pray that things work out for the...