http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/ MiceChat is a Disney theme parks news blog, and discussion forum. We love Disney, so visit MiceChat to see the latest Disney park information and news! en Sat, 21 Nov 2009 16:23:49 GMT vBulletin 60 http://micechat.com/forums/images/mc3/misc/rss.jpg http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/ http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1167-one-thing-more-irritating-than-explaning-once.html Tue, 21 Jul 2009 06:20:33 GMT is explaining over and over again. Do people not understand the way I put things? Or is it just the fact that their attention span is that short? is explaining over and over again.

Do people not understand the way I put things? Or is it just the fact that their attention span is that short? ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1167-one-thing-more-irritating-than-explaning-once.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1143-june-25-2009.html Fri, 26 Jun 2009 05:55:56 GMT It makes me cringe when I think of your face. I don't see how you could have hurt a daughter, a wife, and a family without even a drop of heart. Letting go is the hardest thing, but I know it's the only way. In all circumstances, we learn how to maneuver our life but not the people in it. With that in mind, I suppose that you just need to fly and be free. The past will always be there - but the memories will be forgotten. I don't want to remember, I want to see you fade. I honestly cannot silence my heart because it's throbbing for the fact that you weren't there. Why should I cap my time waiting for you to glue the pieces back together? And with all due belief - being without you is the best punishment I could ever ask for. I guess the future is better left unsaid. Your approval is unnecessary and unneeded. I am bound and determined to become callus to your voice and words - because in the end, it's your words that will bounce back at you. So do us all a favor, and take your sorry soul away...you're no longer welcome here. ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1143-june-25-2009.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1116-change-good.html Sat, 30 May 2009 02:49:49 GMT Please note...I do NOT guarentee that any of this will make sense. Mini rant.

Everyone is always saying that "change is good" but I'm having a difficult time rolling with that. Maybe I just need to open my eyes to a world at wide, but I'm doing my very best. It's a concept that comes so easily for others, but something I am on a constant struggle with. Trial and error is a good process, but what happens when the error overpowers the trial? Does the world just go blank? Or are we just back where we started? If weakness is an obstacle, what is strength? I suppose strength can be just as much of an obsticle as anything else.
]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1116-change-good.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1078-taking-time.html Sat, 25 Apr 2009 22:42:16 GMT I have found that it is indeed important to take time. Time to look. Time to listen. Time in general. When you take time to enjoy, everything... I have found that it is indeed important to take time.
Time to look.
Time to listen.
Time in general.
When you take time to enjoy, everything just seems to fall right into place.
I suppose my grandma's saying "spilled milk isn't as dense as honey" is truer than we'd like to believe. If you whine over little things, you are going to have a heck of a time with something dramatic.
I always believed in the idea that the grass is always greener on the other side, but it's not true.
Right now, I can't think of anywhere else I would want to be except for right here, where I am. Because it's perfect.
Stop wishing something was different, because in an abstract view, it is.
People who expect something spectacular, will never be content.
Stride isn't a bad thing, it's just not relevant when you know that nothing will ever be perfect.
I think that I have finally learned, to just go with the current. I have been spending so much time attempting to make a point, show opinions just to cause a thought, and make a difference in a mind set, I haven't even thought to look away from the big picture, and in the end - it's key. ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1078-taking-time.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1063-life-just-so-wonderful.html Sat, 11 Apr 2009 01:15:22 GMT Have you ever had one of those days when you just wake up smiling, you have no plans, no work, no school, just a day. Today was one of those days for... Have you ever had one of those days when you just wake up smiling, you have no plans, no work, no school, just a day. Today was one of those days for me, nothing special was going on - it was just absolutely lovely. I slept in until 8, went to our local Burger Joint with my roomie and my best friend and we all then just spent the day having a blast. We went to the beach - a rare treat - and played in the water, walked the board walk, and enjoyed the shops. I was able to call my friend who went to college at UCLA and chat for a bit. Everything just seems brighter and more vibrant outside - I don't know why, it's just lovely.
]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1063-life-just-so-wonderful.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1016-march-6th-2009.html Sat, 07 Mar 2009 04:59:48 GMT Today was wonderful, it's been a long time since I've been able to completely enjoy a day. My cousin was deployed to Iraq a couple months or so before Christmas and it was tough because he wasn't able to send letters or e-mails often. I got the wonderful phone call at 6 this morning that he is coming home in a few weeks, we have a really close bond and I can't wait to see him, this makes me EXTREMELY happy. I know that with a career like his, it's never a 100% positive chance that he's going to come home soon, but I'm definitely keeping an open heart for his return. :) :) :) When I woke up today, it was nice outside and I was able to relax on the patio for a while in the warmth. It was purely fantastic. I'm looking forward to more good days. Good night everyone, work starts at 3:00a.m. so I need to go to bed.....:lol:
]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1016-march-6th-2009.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1011-im-starting-remember.html Mon, 02 Mar 2009 02:47:15 GMT why nothing ever worked in the first place. We were like a broken puzzle that was never supposed to be fixed and should have been destroyed long long... why nothing ever worked in the first place. We were like a broken puzzle that was never supposed to be fixed and should have been destroyed long long ago. But the sad truth is, we can't stand it....it's a natural explosion of fury then happiness. Goodness, can't this just stop? ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1011-im-starting-remember.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1001-besides-point.html Wed, 25 Feb 2009 01:04:53 GMT People speak from their minds, and less from their heart everyday. It's a shame that their minds are so closed to new opinions, thoughts, and ideas. The harder I try, the lazier they get and it's really starting to get to me. Work is getting harder everyday and my co-workers/friends have been calling in sick which leaves me to do all the tough stuff myself. I guess that's life. I've been working with myself and trying to balance my mind but it's easier said than done. Getting up at 4:30 to get ready, get to work at 5 and get home at 2:40 everyday is tough, it's really starting to take a toll. ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/1001-besides-point.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/975-burnt-bridges.html Thu, 05 Feb 2009 06:04:53 GMT What happens when you think you know someone and you trust them for everything? Explosions. Explosions of anger. Explosions or sadness.... What happens when you think you know someone and you trust them for everything?

Explosions. Explosions of anger. Explosions or sadness. Explosions of regret.

What happens when you tell someone your whole life and they just kick it to the side?

Regret. Regret of ever speaking. Regret of ever believing that they could be.

What happens when you feel that you could have just walked away in the beginning?

Wonder. Wonder of what could have been. Wonder of why life gives you lemons. Wonder of never tasting the sweet in the fist place.

I just wish we had never started, I just wish that we would forever understand. I wish.

Good riddance to you. As you slip away in the darkness, don't rely on me for your lifesaver.


The end of it all.
]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/975-burnt-bridges.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/956-delayed-mourning.html Sat, 24 Jan 2009 05:00:45 GMT Generally I cope with death of friends and family well, but for some reason I'm having a hard time dealing with the passing of my great Aunt. She passed away about 3 years ago, but I can't seem to get over it. While at the mall today I saw so many things that reminded me of her and then smelled a perfume that had almost the exact scent as her small apartment in LA. I hadn't really had this hard of a time dealing with this ever since her funeral, I think the death of Alan (the micechatter) just pushed me over the edge. He was such a wonderful person who I was able to talk to anytime. This has got to stop, I can't live like this. The pain is just sharp. Even at work the patterns in witch do things are a little less cheerful. I think I'm done, for now. ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/956-delayed-mourning.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/950-1-20-09-long-day.html Wed, 21 Jan 2009 04:23:57 GMT I don't know why but today seems to have been extremely long. I watched Obama's speech and then everything just was slow. It was a full 12 hour day of busyness but everything that could have gone wrong did - I'm hoping for a wonderful Wednesday tomorrow! ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/950-1-20-09-long-day.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/916-happy-new-year.html Thu, 01 Jan 2009 08:00:03 GMT It's finally 2009! Happy New Year EVERYONE! ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/916-happy-new-year.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/914-2008-coming-end-some-final-words.html Wed, 31 Dec 2008 01:19:54 GMT As 2008 comes to an end I can't help but be grateful for the events that have happened and made me a stronger person. Through pain and sorrow I have found light this year. The death of my Uncle from cancer put a thick layer of smog and mist on my life but through it all I think I have found someone in myself that I never knew existed. It seems that this year in particular there has been a lot for me to complain about, but then there has been WAY more events that make me smile. Moving out on my own and trying to survive was an eye-opener but I'm very glad to be able to say that I made it and that I am finally stable and settled. Thinking back on the year I can't help but feel like I'm the luckiest 'kid' on the face of the earth. 2008 brought many potholes and traps but everything else balanced the bad and made most things positive. I dedicate this year to my Uncle and I will always think of this year as a year to remember.I hope everyone else had a year of good and will live life to its fullest potential in 2009.
]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/914-2008-coming-end-some-final-words.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/913-reactions.html Tue, 30 Dec 2008 23:31:08 GMT Good reactions. Bad reactions. It seems that there is no in between. Don't you hate the fact that no matter what you do, someone is always unhappy. If I underreact people think I don't care, if I overreact people think I'm a weirdo. (Well, I kind of am.) Vent complete. ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/913-reactions.html http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/912-guilt.html Tue, 30 Dec 2008 05:36:36 GMT Oh boy, I'm sure feeling terrible about taking this week long cruise to the Caribbean while Olivia has to stay home. I'm feeling extremely guilty. We have had this cruise planned for about a year and a half which was before I got Olivia from the shelter. At the time I had never had another cat to call my own, the closest I had to a pet was 6 goldfish. I thought that it would be easy to have her stay with someone and I wouldn't feel even a tad bit bad. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG. I know she is going to be staying with an amazingly wonderful animal-person who has an old cat & little dog of her own,
but I still am having a hard time even thinking about leaving my precious love-buggie with someone else while I go and have fun. :(:crybye:My goodness this is hard. I think anyone who has animals knows the pain, but I never imagined it being this difficult. I think my biggest fear is that something will happen to me on the flight there or on the flight back and I won't get home safely to my baby Ollie. I'm trying to keep my mind off of it and think positive but it's a difficult task. I think this is the end of my little blog, for now at least. ]]> PretzelSouls http://micechat.com/forums/blogs/pretzelsouls/912-guilt.html