I hate this sense of doubt that has crept up on me. I hate feeling like I've made poor choices and now facing the consequences of those decisions. I'm feeling so uncertain about everything now.
I need to keep a positive attitude, but sometimes it gets hard.

Just today I will try not to worry. I will try not to let small things become bigger than they are. I will not care what anybody else thinks of me, my life, or my decisions. I am a capable and confident grown woman who is in charge of her own life, and taking steps to make it better. I will try to grow and learn as much as I can. I will think before I speak. I will be considerate and kind to everybody I encounter. I will let somebody important know how important they are to me. I will believe in...

The last couple of months have been incredibly stressful and tense, between the wedding and me deciding to quit my job and all. Erik has been my rock, he's kept me upright and helped me stay sane. But I have a lot of really great friends who have given me all the love, support, and encouragement I need to get me through this as well. Anybody can be a friend to you when all is well. It takes somebody really special to not only stick around through the rough times, but to help carry you through....

I just submitted my application online to Irvine Valley College. I know! Who'da thunk it? SunnyG is getting a higher education! I'm positively buoyant right now. All fear is cast aside and I am so happy that I am going to go to college. It has seemed like something completely unattainable to me since I was 16 and paige was born. I shelved all hopes or dreams of education at that time and haven't looked at them since. Of course I cried when I clicked submit. But these were tears of...

Only 7 working days left at this job for me. I'm feeling sad about leaving some of my co-workers, a few of whom I will try to remain friends with. I'm extremely happy about finally leaving my comfort zone and trying something new. It's all I can do to stay the next few days even. I'm already out the door.