For all of you have been around for sometime all know I have a two year old son and his really messed up father wanted me back for all the wrong reasons.
Well, I finally ventured out and found this wonderfully smart funny guy who liked me the way I am, I guess it was too good to be true. I guess I'm just disapointed for letting my self believe something could happen. We live to far away for a real realationship (so he says) , but now he is working on another girl that lives closer by. I guess I'm just mad for not putting up my protection guard I always have up. The thing is he isn't like the other guys. I felt a good different with him that I never feel with anyone and very comfortable, which just isn't me with guys. Oh well I'm so young there are many other people out there, but I'm again not ready to go out for awhile.
Thanks for letting me vent girly.