Hi. I'm a longtime MiceChat reader, but haven't posted in ages. I have story that I need to share and thought the ladies lounge might be the place to start (fully understanding if this gets moved elsewhere). Few of you may know me, but I feel like I know a lot of you from reading hundreds upon thousands of your posts, and I'm hoping in my time of need, you might respond to this sad story.
Once upon a time, I posted in MiceChat when it very first began. One of my main objectives (before the anniversary boxed set) was to find some Disneyland audio. I posted here and at the VF forum. A boy on VF responded to me. We began chatting a lot online, then on the phone, and eventually we met in person on July 18, 2005. We definitely had feelings for each other and had a lot in common (like an obsession with all things Disney). We shared our first kiss outside the Mad Hatter that day.
I had just come off a relationship so we took it slow. I had never been to Disneyland at holiday time before and last holiday season we met up at the parks again. December 20th. We were very romantic with each other, and he asked me to be his steady girlfriend right before the fireworks started. We've been together since.
We had a lot of Disney plans. We wanted to get married at Disneyland, go on a Disney World honeymoon, and eventually visit all the international parks too. We had rocky times like everyone else. But yesterday, in an email I recieved at work at 8am, he tells me he doesn't love me. He said he doesn't want a relationship. He tells me things he doesn't like about me. All out of the blue. And now I'm stuck with no future plans, since they all revolved around us, and all things Disney are somewhat painful right now. Everything reminds me of him. Every corner of those parks has his name all over it for me. And I'm lost. I really don't know what to do.