While it is a mere 26 hrs till I head off to WDW. I am confronted with an unusual feeling this time........ sadness. For the first time in my life I am heading to WDW and I won't be with everyone I love. While my kids are going and so is my mom (all like usual) I have been dating someone special now for the last few months ( it's serious I have bought an engagement ring for her and am just waiting for the right moment) and I am going to miss her like crazy . I wish we had been able to arrange for her to go with sadly since she is a manager at the same restraunt that I am so it was a no go. This is the first time I am going to be glad to head home. She is the light of my life this is the first time since my wife had passed away that I feel like my old self again. It's all thanks to her. Oh well I guess I will have to hope for people in my family and her's to send us on out honeymoon to there or some other Disney park (she has never been to any of them). Oh well I will be glad to be back at WDW it has been since October of last year since I was there.